Tuesday 10 May 2016

Sixty-Five Million Years

Sixty-Five Million Years
Human desires can result in the shift of focus and divided attention. As people grow worn up by boredom, thoughts of igniting curiosity and desire for life takes a toll. Sixty-Five Million Years, a Richard Bausch's short story, highlights the challenges faced by priests and religious leaders as they seek answers to mysterious questions raised by the believers. The story expounds on the vulnerabilities of human beings and the earthly desires that can form a basis for misunderstanding and diversion from the main focus. The young boy in the story brings out the priests personal character and deeply settled desires to lead a normal life. However, his fantasy is cut short as he learns about the source of the boy’s intelligent questions.
            It does not take long for Father Hennessey to realize that he is almost burning out spiritually as a priest. As the days go by, the hours he spent in the confession booth becomes unbearable and boring. He wonders why all the individuals that come forward for confession have almost similar stories. The monotony of going through the same thing on a daily basis begins to wear him down (Bausch 11). His emotional feelings toned down because as a result. In fact, ample sleep became rare as he attempted to reconcile his thoughts with the abominations of the Catholic Church. The responsibilities as a priest drain his personality and he yearns for a day that all his mysteries would be kept at bay.
 Notably, the unending problems of believers inspires Father Hennessey’s disillusion in Christianity. The anonymous precarious young boy that comes to confess and seek his wise advice confirms his doubts. The priest learns that he is actually ill-equipped to tackle the boy’s troubling questions. Instead, the priest learns that his faith is put to test. The story’s author intentionally focuses on Father Hennessey’s personal lifestyle and thoughts to reveal the details of issues faced by the modern church. A time lapse between the era of early church and religion in the modern times is marked by evolution of human understanding of the world around them. Today, science answers most of the questions that were deemed a mystery in over the past two millennia. As such, the priest is caught on the crossroads as he attempts to embrace the benefits of technological advancements and the importance of maintaining moral standing and spirituality.
Father Hennessey is plunged deeper into thoughts and waning belief as the boy keeps on introducing new ideas each time he comes for a confession. The author portrays Henessey’s gloomy life using cold weather, rainy days and other extreme weather conditions. The symbolic technique aids the reader to understand the extent of the main character’s troubles that shakes the foundation of his faith and the pillar of Christianity.
The priest’s desire for the criminal deeds of Mr. Graham symbolizes the societal decay. In addition, it portrays the church as a failed institution as the priest unsuccessfully attempts to mend Mr. Graham’s immoral deeds (Bausch 9). Instead, it is clear that Father Hennessey’s personal desires tampers with his ability to serve as a pure figure that the believers can emulate. The church entrusts the priest with a heavy responsibility of offering spiritual guidance to the congregation. However, as the story unfolds, it is evident that the priest neglects his duty and instead redirects those that seek his assistance to the earthly counselors. His fascination with the earthly advancement strongly contrasts with what is required of him as a Christian leader. Unknowingly and gradually, he leads the mass away from the core mission of the church.
 While sexual desires are human, the Catholic Church encourages priests to refrain from such thoughts so as to maintain a life of purity and consciousness. However, the priest’s growing curiosity elicits dissatisfaction in this Christian doctrine clause. He understands that he too, as a human, has a need for physical happiness mostly out of reach. Times and again, he realizes that he has sinned and confesses to reset his status as a priest (Bausch 13).
The 15-year-old boy reminds Father Hernessey of his dreams as teenager. The boy’s concerns awaken his own awareness of the world, planets in the solar system, and the stars and how they cohesively relate to each other. As the Bible casts a shadow on the already proven correlation, the priest has second thoughts on the brainwashing nature of Christian teachings. He casts doubt on the relevance of religion in the 21st Century long after science disapproves most of the Holy Book’s core teachings. Resultantly, he is pre-conditioned to perform his priestly chores not as a strong Christian believer, but as formal, duty. To avoid raising eyebrows for his changing behavior and beliefs, Father Hennessey resorts to continue his duty as required without revealing his inner thoughts.
There are times when Father Hennessey feels that he is a disappointment to the young boy. In this case, the 15-year-old boy becomes a representative of the church as a while. Therefore, the priest is convinced that by his wayward action and explicit thoughts, he is deemed unfit to serve in his capacity as a church leader. He realizes that the Christian church demands more that he can offer. It also dawns on him that the urge he had to serve people in a religious capacity has since waned because of God’s inability to provide prompt answers to his prayers. He is not alone in this: more of his church members are growing wary of the consistent sufferings and emotional dissatisfaction despite that they are loyal Christians. To Father Hennessey and a section of his congregation, Christianity is failing them as it does not provide direct answers and solutions the issues and questions they have.
As the story nears its end, the author seeks to provide a closure and a solution to multiple dilemmas in the early sections. He introduces the young boy’s mother and makes her the center of the story’s plot. The 15-year-old narrates how her mother is mentally ill and has been asking him questions beyond his ability to answer. As such, the teenager sought answers from the priest hoping that his mother’s condition will improve once he provides answers. While this comes as a relief for the priest, it forces him to reflect on his recent lifestyle and how he can mend his ways as a role model of the congregation (Bausch 15).
In summary, it is clear that the priest’s deteriorating faith results from the failure of religion to provide solution to the issues already solved by science. The prevalent moral decay in the society shakes his faith. Even worse, the boy’s questions fuel to his concerns. However, as the story winds up, he rediscovers himself as a Christian.






Work Cited

Bausch, Richard. Sixty –Five Million Years. New York: Narrative Magazine, 2010: 1-15. Internet resource.

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